Sunday, 5 June 2011

I got all my answers

      Sometimes you think why you came to this world, sometimes you think that 'Dude! you are a lucky chap.' Human thinking, limited thoughts, easily influenced by surroundings.
      God haven't created everyone the same, I wonder why......they say HE tests HIS creatures, I say why-?, they have no answer. Then I turn to HIM and ask why aren't we all same? ....came no answer.! I asked again but still there was a dead silence. I set out to find out. I feel betrayed, seems like someone is unjust with me, they say HE is best of all judges, I asked again how do you know and again they have no answer. I again turned to HIM and and asked how are you best of all judges because I see no justice down here, still no reply came, I ask again but it seems no one is out there. And I set out again. On my course I see night falls and day rises, on my way I see dark clouds and in between them a silver lightening. On my way I fall hard but then I get up. In the end, fed up, I ask do YOU ever existed. I don't know what happened next, I fell off the cliff, going down thinking this the end, sharp sabre tooth rocks waiting to carry out the process of separating the soul from its tool. I saw death spreading its arms ready to embrace me any moment but I saw it was unable even to touch me. Next moment everything went dark, seems like death just got its chance. I smiled at it and said you cant touch me HE is your master. The death laughs out loud at me and says I am a fool. But suddenly I see light ripped out of  death and I plunged into the water with a gigantic splash. I open my eyes and the light is still there, I hear my Mom's voice saying 'how are you son?' I don't reply, I realise I am in hospital and light above me was of florescent tube, I was safe, I just cheated death. Then I said HE is the best of all masters, they say how do you know, I said go and find out yourself and you will surely get your answer.
      Nothing in this world is for granted not even this world itself. Everything has a price tag with it and you have to pay for it.

3 comments:

  1. i some how agree with you but not totally cuz the thing is that ITS NOT YOU WHO WILL JUDGE ALLAH BOUT HIM.. HE'S THE ONE TO JUDGE YOU MY FRIEND. You cant argue or object on anything that he does or plans to do for you because
    1.he actually tests your reaction to the problem he brings upon you
    2.it always turns out to be for your betterment.

    look around you and you'll find millions of things o thank him for.. hope this will help

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  2. i believe you are right. there are questions that a human mind can't find answers to.

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  3. @haroon: i don't wanna judge HIM all i wanted to say is that even to find HIM u have to struggle though HE resides in our hearts but still we need to find HIM inside ourselves........:p

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